2012 is SO gonna be my year!

I said it, I put it out there, 2012 is gonna be MY YEAR! I meant what I said, but I'm not sure what that means. So far the first two weeks of this year don't seem much different than the first two weeks of last year, or the last two week of last year for that matter. I'm making a concerted effort to get more organized at home, purging, if you will, all the physical nonsense that I seem to accumulate. Somehow though, it never feels like enough. If I'm going to make 2012 my year (and I'm under no pretense that anyone else can do it for me) then I need to go far beyond the physical purging and get into the emotional crap that I keep sweeping under the rug year after year. I'm not sure why it has taken me 35 years to realize that it doesn't go away if I don't get rid of it. So I'm going to start sorting through my emotional stuff as well as my physical stuff and do my best to really let it go. Is it that easy? I don't know. I guess I'll find out. Mahatma Ghandi said it best when he said "We must be the change we want to see". Sure, that certainly applies on a grander scale, but it also applies to me, as an individual. Now, I just have to figure out what it is I want and need to see. If you're reading this, I'm holding you responsible, for holding me responsible. Don't be my enabler, be my friend and tell when I'm being silly. I promise not to hold it against you...for too long anyway. Hey, it's a process right ;)